Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen

okay,i THINK i'm.. (dare i say it?) forgiven. yeah, you got it.i'm referring to what i wrote and the drama that ensued after it..

she may be completely psychotic at times. but she has the biggest heart and the biggest capacity for forgiveness of anyone i know.except maybe my mom. but then i suspect my mom probably has an inivisible halo over her head, she's just that unbelievable a person.

and after i got a magnified view of her capacity for untainted awesomeness in general, i know that this friend is too.for sure. she took all of two days man.TWO DAYS.

i'd have taken a week, at the least.

even my best friend went, 'she must really like you, because you were totally awful to her'

if it counts for anything, i never MEANT to be awful!! i just have this inate tendency to screw up majorly sometimes, and this was one time, that i screwed up by hurting somebody. i've never been stupid enough to do that one before.but then, as my gran tells me 'there's a first time for everything'. for things like these, i'd rather there really wasn't. but as unpleasent as it may be, i guess you have to make mistakes sometimes to learn what not to do. no better teacher than personal experience..! even the bitter kind.especially the bitter kind.

this is one mistake anyway, that's taught me quite a bit about where i need to go as a person. and that i have awesome friends! two days man.i'm still baffled as to how somebody could let their pride go,forgive and forget, and let it slide so quickly.!.. that's one thing i wish i possessed.

till later,
over and out